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Khost (2013)

by Khost

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Its the slight off beat tempo your heart produces when there nothings left to lose (We were so young until the night left us; so blissfully endless) we made Baldwin our fortress, With none of our interests (concerned with what was going on with the wars on tv) or the children missing on these unforgiving streets The side walk was our haven Till around two or three so many drunken nights i wish i could replay it like a movie scene (Theres only one problem That i constantly see I fast forward to my life its gaining too much speed I try to rewind it back Now i can't seem to breathe Time is nothing but a motherfuckin' thief) NOTHING BUT A THIEF. Give back what you've taken My Youth, My Innocence Is now just a dreamboat Baby But oh oh oh sweet darling I believe we're sinking Pinch me rather quick For fear i am dreaming (The memories i keep dear to me Set this ship off course; you see. I endured through the devil's storm But the most of you drowned Within these dark seas the most of you drowned Within these dark seas) I hold the words ("Im sorry" in my throat.) But you can't seem to stay a float our youth was a 'once in a life time thing' and i can only live it , when i am lost in my dreams (There's only one problem That i constantly see I fast forward to my life its gaining too much speed I try to rewind it back Now i can't seem to breathe Time is nothing but a mother fuckin' thief
2.
Can you please release The demons in my chest They influence the answer to the only question Ive ever asked Against my single greatest foe Me, Myself, and I. battle each-other on the inside For whats morally right For whats morally right (Yeah) (I've challenged myself tonight None of us really understand a thing until It's been Deprived until its been taken from our lives) (I swear it occurred to me Carefully through an unwanted dream There i watched my life from womb to tomb From an outsiders perspective) Every decision, Had a consequence [SET MYSELF ON FIRE] And slowly we burn like a candle wick We'll keep going until we can't Slowly Burn Like a candle wick We'll keep going until we can't until we can't
3.
Silence my greatest fear i felt the weight of your absence for several months but it felt like several years I cant lie and say that the nightmares didn't keep me awake the images of your uncaring face and i knew that my approach would be something inappropriate so i just sat and watched at bay I marked your foot steps in the sand but the sea just swept it all away and i swear that i'd say im sorry but our pride will never change whiskey stained table tops a memory for every drop that missed our lips and kept the numbness in our finger tips so we could keep our eyes open and stay awake trying so hard to remember a pointless conversation That we could never ever share again today Fragments of you remain inside my brain Chemicals forced you further away You were the least one i expected to ever change I wish i could relive one more day to Tell you there's more to life than suffering Everything's a constant struggle Day to day as we all unravel
4.
I can't help everyone on the streets Just a fucking Psycho Strapped with more ammunition then our whole God damn coast guard and they're pointing at you and they're pointing at me saying that i pulled the trigger can't save the innocent or just keep casting down your judgement on the ones who lost there kids, sons, daughters, brother When will they see That its less about the guns on the street and more about the bullshit they feed us on TV. When will they see that laws won't stop murders When will they know that we have one last chance before shit just gets bad Society gets mad Our fall soon after that
5.
May i untie the tethers That are binding us together The best of me, Was a test you see Every Word, I Absorbed Every Day, I Adored Every kiss, Heart through the floor Every day, Remembered so clear. Like a Dream I believe in the fake Instructions Im Breaking, And Taking Us further underneath Invade my chest and suffocate me i won't need to breathe Cause straight up Im a fucking cloud Chillin in up the atmosphere now No more of your punk ass shit to weigh me down Now i am off to growing up No more jumping walls or running from the cops Now i am off to something else All these bills will never pay themselves Every Word, I Absorbed Every Day, I Adored Every kiss, Heart through the floor Every day, Remembered so clear.
6.
Im excited but i hide it in my face I wouldn't dare risk giving it all away underneath these circumstances my footing is faulty and weak but i never fucking look right before i leap today i thought it would change but it was nothing new the secrets that i kept slowly become unglued I revisit my former self To see how ive developed All that ive learned The more that i realize I won't ever understand a damn thing inside Try to judge me But im a book without a cover Each page is a story of its own Doesn't matter Whose book it is Just make peace with the fact that we have our own endings
7.
Friend, Foe. 02:50
Lyrics: - Discard the mask Concealing your Face Its engraved with a smile And we're all aware its fake (we're all aware its fake) Two timer, friend turn to foe Your The most spectacular liar, that ive ever known Ill burn the greatest of fires in the wake that you leave. Ill burn the greatest of fires in the grass where you sleep Im so inspired i fill the space in my lungs with the air you don't deserve. I take a step in your direction~ You stumble back with the fear on your lips then i beg you to confess what you did~ You swore this time it wouldnt happen again Do you take me for a fool? Maybe i am for beliving every word you said for beliving you were a true-heart-ed friend Am i mistaken? The trust that i gave you Now feels like it was raped and taken from me I apologize for~ Holding back whats been tearing me apart from the seams (from the seams) You lucked out this time you see I was blinded by your lies, and bribed with the greed You lucked out this time you see~ Burned me down like the rest of all your dreams I finally found your achilles heel unleash it i will, Unleash it i will The suffering you brought upon the days Will be justified by these things i say Your a liar, Your a bad friend A Disappointment, That should of never happened You backstabber ive got one last question How do you live in your own skin? Your a Snake in the grass Your in it all for yourself... Your just a Snake in the grass Just you and no one else... But that lifestyle will never last You take each breath without style and class. Your nothing but a sorry snake in the grass Soaked in gasoline, i light the match, as you burn i leave. and As you burn i leave and As you burn i leave and as you burn i leave
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Foe, Friend. 02:37
Lyrics: So you assumed i thought you were a god Oh the expectations youve set for yourself You may think that you are strong But ive realized, your character is flawed The ghost of your mistakes will prove you wrong Your Flesh, The suit, you arrogantly wear Has polluted your morals and the air that we share You look to your friends, but suddenly no ones there So foolish To build your foundation on sand Your actions are natural diasters Your legs are broken but you still attempt to stand SO FOOLISH to let a friend become a foe Your Actions are never just I'm never one to talk, but your insecurities show I took a moment Before, finishing that drink. Then i witnessed through the smoke and mirrors A monster cleverly pretending to care BUT NOW IM AWARE NOW IM AWARE I can't help but consistantly think That this all needs to end. You don't deserve the title The title of a geniune friend. Your certainty of convincing me that you would always be there Countless times you've let me down Anymore of it then id be six feet underground There will be a day Where i forget The dissapointment You've become There will be a fear I will never forget The dissapointment and lost of respect. I HAD FOR YOU

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Growing, Learning, Accepting a lot of things in life. Some concerns about whats going on locally, globally, and personally. Expect frequent addition's to this album. And make sure to check out our older material on Reverbnation.com/KhostFL

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released February 9, 2013

Written, Recorded, Tracked by Xander Hyman And Jonathan Matos.

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Khost Orlando, Florida

A music project amoung Xander & close musician friends experiencing life and expressing it through our personal style/take on music. We have fun, nothing is forced, and more importantly everything is genuine when we write it.

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